Nothingface

i tried to tell you
there's something dead in me
love lies in moments
still i cannot grasp one fragment
i can tell you nothing
answers don't exist
floors, walls my own asylum
shades my eyes from all of this
and i kill the one that you loved
soiled, shaded
but the knife will cut the same skin
now i still grasp my heart
i can't graze the sadness surface
i'm so tired
i tried to feel it
guilt wouldn't come to me
blood soiled pillows
sheets writhing in agony
i tried to make you feel it
you just wouldn't heal
skin cold ends the nightmare
sun seems brighter than before
and i kill the one you loved
soiled, shaded
but the knife will cut the same skin
now i still grasp my heart