Waking Ashland

Who am I trying to fool
As the night falls upon me
Who am I trying to be
When this leads to nothing
I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself
Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there?
Listening to my despair
Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
I said what she wanted to hear
Pretending that my mind was clear
It's a lie
How you wept, how you tried
But I never make the time
Here I go once again
Will this ever end?
I need some medication
I need your medication