Lorien

My mind is wandering in a deep sea
In search for an island to come out of waves
Things that would have become wind
Behind my mainsail are pushing me within
Last night my dreams told me
Something about you and me
Something forthright has to be
Dooms whispers daze me
I dont know what
they are trying to tell me
However the waves dont move me now
I dream about full lips moving all night
Yet the wind doesnt belly my sails
From deep within my soul you still come out
After a long time I still dont want
To let let my true grief come out
I can remember some whispered words
Telling you are not what I really wish
Why is my heart bleeding?
Why is my soul suffering?
Why? If I really dont need you
Now I ask myself
What would truly have grown
When you wished to be with me
[ Now I Ask Myself Lyrics ]