Since October

There's a part of me that's coming undone
When tragedy cuts to deep, the scars that it leaves
Will remind me
That love can be found in between the seams
Of life, scars, apologies
I've been through enough to know
That the water gets rough
Life and love, death and drugs
I've been through enough
And my scars are the proof
There's no hiding the truth
Guilt and shame on display
Is this as real as it's feeling?
There's a part of me that's coming undone
When tragedy cuts to deep, the scars that it leaves
Will remind me
That love can be found in between the seams
Of life, scars, apologies
All my dreams are the cost
From all the battles I've lost
Mocked and judged, sweat and blood