Middle Class Rut

I have no space
No room to move around
And this box is getting smaller
I'm trying to get out
How did I get so far
From where I was
When did I decide
To lose my way
Who have I become
I've got a new low
All 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go
Well who am I?
A cold shoulder left to cry
You feel bad, well so do I
Yeah so do I
I've been right; I've been left
I've been wrong; I've been left behind
I've been up, but mostly down
I've been right; I've been left
I've been wrong; I've been left behind
I've been up, but mostly down
I can not help feeling like
I have so much at steak
So I lock myself inside my head
And I just run in place
So many directions
I don't know which way to go
I'm so busy doing nothing
I got nothing to show
I've got a new low
All 52 cards in a row
I see now that I won't let go
No I won't let go