Compos Mentis

As I scrutinize my inner self
I see what I really am
I understand that evil is a part of me
I dont know what to do
All my life it has been suppressed
Now I cant hold it back
Abrupt outbursts of rage keep confusing me
And I have lost control
I dont know why everything has been taken from me
Theres nothing left but an utter loss of hope
Lingering behind my innocent facade
It feeds on my weakness
Heal me
The beast inside must be who I really am
It lies beneath my skin
Help me
As I look upon the changes
I see what Ive become
But now Ive learned to accept this new identity
And I know what I want
I understand the great joy of solitude
All my life Ill stay alone
A constant flow of pure rage delights me
Now Im in control
Now I realize why everything is gone
I have unchained the beast that I am - and Ive been born again
Traces of atrocity follow me
Chaos leads the way
Hate me
The beast inside must be who I really am
It lies beneath my skin
Fear me
[ My Inner Beast Lyrics ]