Golgotha

Here I am
Close to the road
Always
I've been
Searching for
But I don't dare
To come in
I'm invaded by the dark thoughts
I'm invaded by the irrational doubts
And I think I see
The vapour
It makes me think
And I think I dissapear
And I don't understand this
Out of control state
Only you can save me
Make me see through this fog
Keep fighting for me
I'm fragile and I'm breaking myself
Now I'm sad
And my emptiness is fool of
Sterile solutions
I'm thinking about
The pain
That I suffer
And I don't know
What is waiting
For me
If I'm taking
The step...
The first step
My mind in blank
Is
Is looking
For help
My mind in blank
Shocks against
Your
Your agony
Your agony
I feel you fight for me
Your incomprehension and my
Doubt is growing up
A thousand knives are falling
From my eyes
From my impotence
And come to me
Reflections
Of good
Memories
From when the road
Was formed
And I feel
I feel dying
Only you can save me
Make me see through this fog
Keep fighting for me
I'm fragile and I'm breaking myself
Show me what
I don't know
Show me to love
To follow the way
Make my doubts
Dissapear
It's all
I'm asking
For in
That way
I'll start my
Pilgrimage
And my waited happiness will be done