Vio-Lence

Restricted patient
Or so they say
I choose to stay here, phobic fears
Nerve endings eaten away
I'm out of touch
With all in sight
Don't close my eyes
I fear that death will come collecting tonight
Distracted ruins
Oh can't you see?
I'm nervous, frightened, tormented by everything
You'll never know
Just what it's like
You can't imagine
What's disturbing, what is eating my mind
In constant paranoia
Keeps me looking over my shoulder
I'm hiding 'til the fear is over
Running down the street
I'll never look to see just what it might be
That I fear so much in my life
Or in my death
Doctor, help me
At any cost
Please make it go away before I am totally lost
Inside a shell and locked away
No fear can touch me
When I scream, none can hear what I say
But is it gone, or did it stay?
My phobophobic thoughts
God, will they ever go away?
And leave me be, I doubt they will