Shout Out Louds

You just know it, there's a wall and you just run through it.
You've had too much to drink, and all those telephone bills, but it's worth it.
Oh Victoria, who knew I would end up in Victoria?
I took too many pills and wrote my will just to get to you.
So go...
I need a pencil, and a piece of paper, and a lock, and a cage.
Feels so much better now, getting rid of my rage.
But I'm suspicious, are you suspicious? I can't get my mind straight.
I don't see them when I sleep nowadays, so sleep now.
And go...