My Ruin

LATE AT NIGHT I WATCH AS THE SUN COMES UP - THE BREAK OF DAY IS NOT ENOUGH, WAS I REALLY DEAD?!
AND I REMEMBER HOW I FELT THIS TIME LAST YEAR - WONDER WILL IT DISAPPEAR SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE...
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NEVER LET GO OF THAT FIERY SADNESS, THROAT FULL OF HEART - MOUTH OF MADNESS!
BY MISTAKE I SWALLOW ANOTHER PILL - BITTERSWEET IS SUCH A THRILL - TRY TO FEEL ALIVE!
AND I FORGET ALL THE PAIN JUST GOES AWAY - WISH THAT I COULD SLEEP ALL DAY DISCONNECT MYSELF...
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IS IT BETTER TO DEFEAT THIS MONSTER - BE SECURE IN THE SILENCE OR TO BE DEVOURED, DEVOURED?!
AND WHEN I STAND BEFORE YOU AT THE END OF THIS...
WILL I HAVE ENOUGH GUTS TO LOVE THOSE LITTLE SLICES OF MY DEATH?!
NEVER LET OF THAT FIERY SADNESS... NEVER LET GO OF THAT FIERY SADNESS!
And I would rather have eyes that cant see, ears that cant hear -
lips that cant speak... than a heart which no longer can beat...
this strange melancholy pervades me at which I hesitate to give the grave and that beautiful name of... MY LIFE!
ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCARS - THE WAY OUT IS THROUGH THE WOUND
ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCARS - THE WAY OUT IS THROUGH THE WOUND
Courage doesnt always roar, sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says...
ILL TRY AGAIN TOMORROW
[ Through The Wound Lyrics ]