Safetysuit

I'm so confused, I must be losing it, this can't be right
I never knew that you could choose to love someone then change your mind
So I just wonder why and was it something I said
You tell me once, you tell me twice, you tell me three times more
Tell me everything I want to hear and nothing more
Cause you know I am on your side no matter what you do
With every consequence it's your defense on why it's mine
And I could take it if I knew just why I waste my time with you
So I just have to find out
Was it something I said to you
Was it something we can't work through
Was it something I made you do
Or was that something you
So let me ask you I just have to know that you're not mine
Do you feel free, have what you need or do you still feel scared inside