Help She Can't Swim

not scared of being me
i've thrown my cares away
used to want so much more
now i think i'm okay
i never liked myself
but now i realise
there's so much more to me
than my fat ass and thighs
shut the door
turn the light off
under covers
make the noise stop
sew my eyes closed
drown in vodka
tears like acid
getting smaller
i dont need you now i've got me
not scared of facing you
i've heard it all before
you can spit in my face
cos i know i'm hardcore
i bet you like yourself
i hope you realise
there's nothing more to you
than your deceit and lies